Twenty Two

I got a wall post in my Facebook this morning welcoming me to the 20s. Means i still look young enough to just join the 20s. ok, all these are just to make myself happy. you know people cant really tell how old are you in uni, everyone looks young or old.

Today marks another year, another year of my life. This time, i feel keberatan to move on. Twenties aren't easy at all. But the funny thing is, i dont really want to go back to my teenage life too. You know, what we talk about last time will be where to lepak after school(although we still do that now), how to scold the juniors in the club, how to fight with other opponent club n stupid stuffs like that.

Looking back to my 21st, it was one of the most memorable year. I got into a uni(again), building some relationships, breaking some relationship, gain a few kay gees, loss a few kay gees, getting myself an intern job, hating some people, loving some people, and most importantly, love myself more.

I made a huge leap in the past year, and i look forward to another bigger leap in the coming year. Doing something more significant to myself. Doesn't that sounds exciting already? XD

Happy Birthday to myself. I love myself  <3<3<3

痛

才发现，原来我不是不痛。

只是，好像忘记的痛应该是怎样的。

原来，我已经忘了感觉。

不停的鞭策自己前进，然后有一天回头发现，原来我连痛的机会也错过了。

到底哪一件事才比较可悲？

可悲的我也不知道。

Recession of Life

seriously, I was at the very bottom of the life cycle. I do not know to consider the current situation the bottom or the recovery period.

It wasn't really the best moment is life. Options are coming along the way, I was now given the chance to make  decisions. Until this very moment, I suddenly realize I had not made decisions following my heart for some time. I made critical decisions, but not like the situation now. It was actually not a big deal, but in my opinion it will going to change me and myself to some extend. But some where inside myself, i would still like to play safe and i know i will be doing fine just like that.

But is that how i want myself to become?

I adjusted myself too much to the surroundings, till I doesn't even know what mould I will be if I were to mould. I was too good at being mould, i can call that my expertise now seriously. But how would I be if i were the mould??

Oh my god, only you know.

Key

People say the key your parents give you on the 21st is the key of freedom.

For me, it's the key to go home, any time, any how.

It's the key to home.

Accelerate

Sometimes i don't even know myself. I have been going to fast where I haven't been able to stop myself or slow myself down.

Maybe I am just to hype about all the on-going projects and plans without holding to what i have been wanting to do, my initial plan, the most important stuffs.

When i write this post, i hope to remind myself, to slow myself down on the way.

Good night. I am tired, and I am very hungry despite eating 2 pau-s and maggie mee for dinner. Work a lot makes me hungry, u know why i never got any slimmer. dedication.

A Great Day

i doesn't know how to put things into words.

this mark another day. a great day.

天下太平

Two singers with very good vocal.



But i feel more than that.

Listening to Eason tonight brings me back to some times back.
When i was also sitting in my room, i was isolating myself from the outside world. Nothing should be related to me. The kind of feeling, if you understand what i am saying.

The heart ached, every time when i reflected back my life to the period of time.

隐隐作痛，大概就是这个意思。

Travelling home

I met an uncle on the train last week. We talked a little. He asked me whether i have know KL well.

I say no, because i spent most of my weekend back home.

Despite the long hours of travelling, i still travelling almost every weekend home. With the same travelling time, i could have fly over to Hong Kong already, wtf.

I know how is it like to not being able to go home, therefore i appreciate much when i am going home. I know there will be my parent smiling faces waiting me at the station. I will be greeted by my brothers who sometimes will act cool and don't say "hi" to me.

Even if the seats are not so comfortable and the train delayed like it's their normal schedule(yeah, my normal complaint), I know that my destination will be home and that makes a great difference to lazy bump like me.

2009 2010

I cant believe it's already the last day of 2009.

If i m gonna decribe my year, it would be V.

I cant believe i gone through so many things in 12 months time.

I fell down to the deep bottom in the 1st half of 2009 then climb up again with all the loves and supports I can get.

This is what i call self discovery. I shall be thankful for what happened in the past, those make me who am I now.

oops..i cant believe it's 1st Jan already!!!

then i shall do my new year resolution as well

1) shall keep up the pretty good job of improving myself =)

2) shall get rid of the extra pounds

3) shall not stay up in Tiscra until late night and order food before assignments (this will help for not achieving #2)

I am looking forward to what's coming up next!!

Bye bye to 2009 and i shall welcome the new year!! A better year!!

Happy New Year 2010!!

Acknowledgement

I think i do well with acknowledgement.
hmm..how bout acknowledgement and some actions next.
this sounds incredibly good

My Top 5 Treat List

The top 5 things that i would like to treat myself!!
Not to say treat myself, just that these are the things that will solve my daily problems!! Anything that do good to my life is a treat XD

1. Mini Bar

 image from alibaba.com

A mini bar will be so useful to keep food. I don't have to worry that my food will get stolen, get dirty by some spilled over liquid in the common fridge. I can have cold drinks during hot day, more specifically my favorite ice lemon tea. Think about the food i can keep there*saliva dripping* shhh..don't let my mum know i am keeping so many food. Oh, i can also make Milo Dinosuar with cau cau(inside joke).
no worries, i will find a space to put it if i got one XD


2.  Bullet train between Singapore and Ipoh(of course must pass-by Kajang)

image from chinchamusic.com

so that i can travel between these two place, if that someone in Singapore is free to layan me (you better be). I really need to save time on traveling, i spend too much time on trains and train stations each week. That wasn't doing me good


3. Hair Treatment
My dad, my mum, my brothers, my aunt, even the cleaner of the hostel had commends on my hair dropping. My hair grow very slow because they drop off before they get to grow. I know i need to do something but i doesn't know what to do, which brand to use. I scared those chemical stuff will made my hair worse. It's already so not strong enough, as the owner(主人) i shouldn't have do things to harm them more, right?


4. Stable Internet Connection(on campus)
The university asked us to use the internet for study but the provide such lousy internet connection. It takes like forever to load a page. How to do research on assignment like that?  And i am kiamsap to pay extra to upgrade my package, i doubt whether there will be any difference anot. This is why i rather take 3 and a half hour home for better connection. 7 hours plus waiting time every week is so long. Hmm..i shall be linean, 3/4 will do to solve my problem =)


5. Dell Inspiron 13 Laptop

image from dell.com

I need my laptop for meetings and sometimes to change a working environment. I had the tendency to search online during meetings, take notes during meeting, but my current laptop has short battery life(less than 2 hrs) and is heavy. It's so not convenient so carry here and there and i need to get a place where there's socket so that i can plug in my laptop. The laptop is so heavy that the handle of my bag that I carry is having crack(??, it's a leather bag) Not to mention other problems the current laptop gave me(slow performance, blackscreen, touch pad problem etc etc etc).
A smaller and lighter laptop like Dell Inspiron 13 will be the solution for most of my problems.  Dell always had good reputation among my friends, so it worth a try! At least let me have a chance to say that "my laptop is good, you should get this one too"..hahaha..

从新

从别人口中，

发现自己

原来

是这样的人

。

自己也从新

认识

评价

自己了。

Filler Post~~

Just a filler post because i am lazy to update and i don’t have mushy mushy story to tell.

Rules: Once you’ve been tagged, you are supposed to write a note with 25 random things, facts, habits, or goals about you. At the end, choose 25 people to be tagged. You have to tag the person who tagged you. If I tagged you, it’s because I want to know more about you!

1. i love Snoopy because he’s oh so simple. and i hate those people who make snoopy senget. how dare u

2. i always wanted to open a cafe for my friends to come and sit on comfortable couch and chat for whole day, just like in "Friends"

3. i cant believe i have stuff toys on my table.

4. i am a Hokkien who speak Cantonese better than Hokkien.

5. i am a very "stay-at-home" person. i rather stay at home than go out to the crowd to countdown.

 

6. i cannot tahan smokers around my table in the restaurant.Smoke are so smelly and they makes all the food taste so bad.

7. i grow up liking durians because my grandfather used to own a durian orchard which have really nice durian,and i always hopr that my dad will bring us back during durian seasons, then i dislike it because my throat feel itchy after eating so i stop eating for many years, then now i like it back after one year being overseas where i cant get "the" durian. malaysian durian very nice*thumbs up*

8. i would like to have high quality sound system and comfortable couch at home where i can sit in, with a cup of hot drink and a nice book. when can i do this??the nice sound system i mean~~

9. i doesn't look too good with caps or hats.

10. In the end, i did this before Kwok Yui.

11. i used to hate pink because it's too girly.

12. i secretly love to see the look of the guy when he's looking at his girl, sweet n soft~~only in front his of his girl

13. i like to watch America Next Top Model because i like to see their bitch fight

14. i only like yellow n orange colour highlight pen.

15. i love singing. don't come to karaoke with me if u have similiar taste of song as i do.

16. its so hard to think of 25 things about me.

17. i want to drive on highway because i think its very cool.

18. i am from Ipoh, a small and nice town in Malaysia.

19. i don't like to wear watch.

20. i love iced lemon tea.

21. i want the perfect pair of heels.

22. i am always late because i wake up late.

23. hello baby when r u coming to visit me??

 

24. it's coming to an end of this thing.

 

25. good bye

silly me and clever door

i was browsing through my photos in my phone that day and i found this photo.

This photo remind me of a very funny incident that happen on me few weeks ago.

I was shopping with LF at IKEA, she was looking for new furniture for her common room. the Student Housing Office is giving her HKD5000 to furnish her common room.

After choosing a new set of sofa, a new set of dining table, some new chairs and some clothes, we found out that there were still some budget left. She was thinking to get a new television cabinet with the remaining.

There was so many choices to choose from, some expensive, some cheap, some made of wood, some made of metal. and i was looking at the cabinet in the photo


i try so hard to look for the handle of the door, i look from the top, from the side, even from the bottom, i cant find any thing that can let me pull the door open.

i was to give up, then...i found out that...

THE CABINET DOOR WAS NOT MEANT TO BE PULL, U PUSH AT THE TOP TO OPEN TO CABINET!!!!!

i was so stupid..

ok, enough liao, don't laugh lar..i know i am stupid

I SAY ENOUGH!!!!STOP LAUGHING!!!